Love's Jinx

LOVE - Who would not relate to this matter? Even if you ask anyone what is love, he/she can give you a direct answer. But sometimes, love is not enough to make all things work. Even time can't heal all wounds.

As a teenager, we often confused ourselves by admiration, infatuation and love. I have experienced that kind of feelings. It's when your crush passes by and greet you but then you've been dumbfounded, trying to register into all of your brain cells everything that just happened. That feeling when you always stalk MR. CRUSH, always alert on every news you can gather about him and most of all, very prepared for eavesdropping. Yep, those where the days.

I had a few of what we call "pseudo relationships" but I've never been into a SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. Maybe someone is just not cut out for me yet or maybe I'm just trying my best to avoid getting into a SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. It's not just because my family is against about me having a boyfriend, I just don't feel that it's the right time for me to be head over heels. Oh c'mon, there are tons of fish in the water.

Have I been cheated?? YES. During those times, I felt like I'm a total idiot where you were hoping that he's LOYAL but the bare fact is that HE'S NOT but the worst part is that I don't even have the authority to call him "mine". But I learned from that mistake and coped up with that misfortune. I already forgave him and as the saying goes, everyone deserves a second chance but not for the same mistake.

I'm very contented with my love life. I'm currently in a pseudo relationship, the feeling of being both single and taken but I'm being open to the possibility that may be he's not the one. But as for now, I'm enjoying all the memories that we both share. There maybe heart breaks, heartaches and all that drama but you will always find love. "Love is seeing an IMPERFECT PERSON, PERFECTLY" - She's Dating the Gangster.

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