LOVE - Who would not relate to this matter? Even if you ask anyone what is love, he/she can give you a direct answer. But sometimes, love is not enough to make all things work. Even time can't heal all wounds.
As a teenager, we often confused ourselves by admiration, infatuation and love. I have experienced that kind of feelings. It's when your crush passes by and greet you but then you've been dumbfounded, trying to register into all of your brain cells everything that just happened. That feeling when you always stalk MR. CRUSH, always alert on every news you can gather about him and most of all, very prepared for eavesdropping. Yep, those where the days.
I had a few of what we call "pseudo relationships" but I've never been into a SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. Maybe someone is just not cut out for me yet or maybe I'm just trying my best to avoid getting into a SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. It's not just because my family is against about me having a boyfriend, I just don't feel that it's the right time for me to be head over heels. Oh c'mon, there are tons of fish in the water.
Have I been cheated?? YES. During those times, I felt like I'm a total idiot where you were hoping that he's LOYAL but the bare fact is that HE'S NOT but the worst part is that I don't even have the authority to call him "mine". But I learned from that mistake and coped up with that misfortune. I already forgave him and as the saying goes, everyone deserves a second chance but not for the same mistake.
I'm very contented with my love life. I'm currently in a pseudo relationship, the feeling of being both single and taken but I'm being open to the possibility that may be he's not the one. But as for now, I'm enjoying all the memories that we both share. There maybe heart breaks, heartaches and all that drama but you will always find love. "Love is seeing an IMPERFECT PERSON, PERFECTLY" - She's Dating the Gangster.
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Sabado, Hunyo 29, 2013
Lunes, Hunyo 24, 2013
A Sheep Inside a Wolf's Fur
CHILDHOOD - The only time where you can run down the streets with no trouble and regrets. The time to be carefree. I can tell many things about what it's like to be a child but I can't tell you what it really feels. I have my own version of being a child but nevertheless, I literally didn't spend my childhood the way a child would use to spend theirs.
I can't say I have lived my childhood life to its fullest. For me, I'm an entirely different person. I'm not a nerd or a weirdo. I can generally fit in, I guess? There's just something holding me back from the others.
When I was a child I love to mingle with the elders since my parents are busy with their jobs. As a child, gallivanting is one of the things you really can't resist even though your parents are prohibiting such habit. As a result, well what would you expect?? When I reached Grade 3, wandering the streets escaped my innocent head as I started to stay at home. Many people would tell me that I am too mature for my age, they'll always say that children in my age would go off the streets.
After learning my lessons not to wander off the streets, I got used in spending my time at home without even doing anything. Up to this day, my parents would scold me for not going out of our house 24/7 but what can I do? There was even a time when I went out of our house to buy something then the saleslady asked me if where have I been because she seldom sees me going out of the streets. I have practiced going out on the streets only if I have some important matters to attend.
Literally, people would tend to avoid me simply because they thought I was very serious and uptight. They would often see me as a not-so-jolly-profound spoiled brat. But once they'll talk to me, at that very moment they will surely eat their own words. I often get these confessions from the people close to me. Never judge a person by your first impression because sometimes what's real is something that's invisible to the eye.
Maybe I did not enjoy my childhood days into pieces yet I know I can still live a good life. I may receive many discrimination yet I felt blessed. I may not have many friends but at least I have one. As what I have reflected from my friends, life may seem unfair but life loves those people who bounce back from adversity and dares to live it.
#Entry_2
I can't say I have lived my childhood life to its fullest. For me, I'm an entirely different person. I'm not a nerd or a weirdo. I can generally fit in, I guess? There's just something holding me back from the others.
When I was a child I love to mingle with the elders since my parents are busy with their jobs. As a child, gallivanting is one of the things you really can't resist even though your parents are prohibiting such habit. As a result, well what would you expect?? When I reached Grade 3, wandering the streets escaped my innocent head as I started to stay at home. Many people would tell me that I am too mature for my age, they'll always say that children in my age would go off the streets.
After learning my lessons not to wander off the streets, I got used in spending my time at home without even doing anything. Up to this day, my parents would scold me for not going out of our house 24/7 but what can I do? There was even a time when I went out of our house to buy something then the saleslady asked me if where have I been because she seldom sees me going out of the streets. I have practiced going out on the streets only if I have some important matters to attend.
Literally, people would tend to avoid me simply because they thought I was very serious and uptight. They would often see me as a not-so-jolly-profound spoiled brat. But once they'll talk to me, at that very moment they will surely eat their own words. I often get these confessions from the people close to me. Never judge a person by your first impression because sometimes what's real is something that's invisible to the eye.
Maybe I did not enjoy my childhood days into pieces yet I know I can still live a good life. I may receive many discrimination yet I felt blessed. I may not have many friends but at least I have one. As what I have reflected from my friends, life may seem unfair but life loves those people who bounce back from adversity and dares to live it.
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Linggo, Hunyo 23, 2013
Introducing Me
My name is Melanie Ruth Y. Bolo. I was brought up in a municipality
where only few people knew it exists, Alcantara. The place where there's
no such thing as tourist spots and town delicacies.My town may not have
anything to compete with others, I’m
very proud to call it my home. My family may not be the best but I
consider them as my most precious blessing.
February 22, 1997. The very first day, I set my eyes in this world of uncertain wonders. My life may not give you the kind of satisfaction you need. But hey, that's life. :)
February 22, 1997. The very first day, I set my eyes in this world of uncertain wonders. My life may not give you the kind of satisfaction you need. But hey, that's life. :)
Having two siblings and being the eldest is definitely a
tough responsibility especially in those times when your siblings just crack
out their naughty behaviors and probably get on your last nerve. But at the
end of the day, I can’t believe that I really love these brats into tiny bits.
My family may not have the best financial status yet we can still have our
times together, maybe not always but at least we still maintain our bond.
I’m not the BEST daughter a mother would want; I’m not even
close to GOOD. Am I a spoiled brat? YES, but at least I know when to speak and
when to listen. Human as I am, I commit mistakes but I can certainly learn from
them. What’s life without a little rebellion??? :P
BLOG, according to the dictionary is an ONLINE DIARY. Please excuse me for messing this up, this is just my first time actually. I’m
not really an open person but I’ll be doing my best to indulge myself into
blogging. I’m hoping to have fun.
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